在我开始依赖你的时候，

你已经不想抓住我的手了 :)

Feelings

Not funny at all. 

I never feel like argue with you. 

I just want to know how you feel 

And why you feel like that 

当你说我不懂你的时候，

你又试着了解我多少？

Scar in my heart...

I admit that, I'm a person who are easy to be forgotten by people around me. 

My personality problem maybe... :) 

Hmmmm it's okay that maybe not people doing wrong, 

But it really hurts me a lot. 

I'm trying to be happy, smile and laugh everyday but sometimes I really can't bear the sadness, 

Even I feeling frustrated. 

Sometimes' really tired to smile, 

And sometimes I forgot the aim to live. 

Saying stay strong is easy, 

Typing stay strong is easy, 

Writing stay strong is easy, 

But in this reality, 

Who can really do this? 

When I'm alone, 

I think a lot, 

It's not good I know but please leave me for the moment :) 

There's no point for being so pessimistic, 

Oh yeah so let me cool down for the time being, 

And I'll be recover soon :( 

Even people say cool down, 

But most of the time they are cheating, 

They need people to find them, 

Talk to them, 

Accompany them and care them, 

But not much can do this if you're not trying to understand that people, 

Since you're just thinking of willful trouble maker. 

Thanks to those who cares me and I love you too :) 

Yeah, a picture that makes me warm sometimes... 

The cute cousin that easily get mad and smile again , hahahahahah 

Sometimes I really feel like

I don't need a friend 

Starbucks-ed ! XD

Today is M-O-N-D-A-Y !
A tired day since we have a rest of saturday and sunday.
today was Khai Yein's birthday, my cute cat :)
Happy for her since she has a great birthday I think...

My eyelids gonna close when I'm in the class room,
After school,
I went to the restaurant nearby our school,
with those silly and cute pies,
had our lunch and we talked about we had no mood to go for the Additional Mathematics tuition later,
Surprisingly,
Beloved Pang Pang sent us a message that he is unable to make today's class,
that means today's class is CANCELED!
And POSTPONED to thursday !
Woohoo !!!!!
HAHAHAHHA :D

Hence,
we went to Starbucks for study,
oh yay,
I can concentrate study at there,
And I'm almost finished SBP Chemistry !
Starbucks is a good place for me hahaha...

Chocolate Cream Chip was delicious XD
Yummmmmm



To the love one,
Stay HAPPY :)

coming soon D;

SPM is coming soon !!! OMG panic !
I'm not well prepared yet :(

I can really understand the lyrics of Jar Of Hearts from now on.
Who do you think you are?
Running around leaving scars,
Collecting your jar of hearts,
And tearing love apart.

Dissapoint is useless,
Feeling of pessimistic is useless.
No one must take the responsible to take good care of you.
you can be sincere to people,
But doesn't mean that people should treat back you as you treat them.
Sometimes, fake smiles are needed in order to protect yourself when you are in bad mood.
Do the right thing at the right time,
I can never remember that you treat me too over and you laughed,
You think that is a funny joke.

But nothings gonna change.
Days are passing,
Peoples are changing,
I just be back the original me,
Do what I like,
And,
Hurts me as you like.
I'm used to accept it.

Good day shouldn't have a bad mood but I really can resist to realise my moody,
This was deposited since... Hmmmmmmmm :/

Something happy and unexpected really happen,
But now is not the good timing to cope with it,
So, just wait :)

Stay happy yes,
After you throw those smelly rubbish from your brain :X

Hmm :/

No time to guess

No time to find out the truth

I just used to enjoy this movement 

And take it easy :)) 

People that always talk what they think, doesn't mean that they are sincere. People that always think before they talk, doesn't mean that they are fake.

Settled

10 biji tomato cherries as my breakfast. 

A cup of hot caramel macchiato as my lunch. 

Cheese baked rice as my dinner. 

Spent almost whole day in Jusco Starbucks to watch out le new secretary key in those file. 

While she is doing, 

I've finished all my SBP Sejarah objective papers and correct the wronged answer. 

Felt satisfied to spent my day like this. It's relax but I have done those stuff I should done. 

Holiday is just awesome! :) 

Tiredness is worth :D 

The Lesson Of The Day

Muahaha I'm back ! XD

Exam is just over and now I'm preparing for Sport Day of our school.

Go red go !!!

Just feel so happy that we had won the tug of war for the semi-final. 

Final will be held on the next Saturday. 

GAAAAA

Nervous ! 

Teachers were distributed our exam paper, 

Not bad lar... I got my satisfied paper which is additional mathematics and modern maths. 

But unfortunately,

I've failed my Civic. XD 

This was the very first and the very last time I can sit for civic paper, 

Gosh failed !!! 

However, it was not an important paper. 

It's okay since I had experienced to get 3rd from the back,

And also top 10 too,

I failed my Bahasa Melayu before. 

I won't let that happen again,

I still need my SPM certificate man ! 

Don't easily get affected by something might let you to become negative, 

If you wanna change my good mood to bad mood,

I will do it to you vice versa, 

Means,

I will change your bad mood to good mood. 

:D 

Stay happily and positively :) 

--Ranice.EntireLifetime--

L. O. V. E

老实说，

我正在做着没用的东西。

尽管可以大咧咧的开玩笑，

可是在有些时候还是自信不起来。 

我不知道是否没结果，

可是我就是不敢去尝试。 

有些事情是注定的，

是你的就是你的，

而我现在注定要做的就是好好的读书，

学业为重。 

有些人渴望谈恋爱，

是为了要有一个真心爱自己，

而自己也真心爱着的人。

有些人渴望的恋爱，

却只是希望能够享受着恋爱甜蜜的感觉，

就算没有在一起，

也会有着朋友以上恋人未满的情况。

这样子的拖拖拉拉和不清不楚真的好吗？ 

虽然说男女平等，

可是这个世界就是不公平。

脸蛋体格好的人，永远都处于优势，

所以大家都积极的另自己更好。

说难听了样子没那么好看，

又有多少个人愿意花时间去了解你的真心，

在学生时期还会有，

可是当投身于社会的时候呢，

就算不现实的人，

也要学习着能够安稳过日子的方法。

不想让你看见，我哭的样子。

明明知道自己不喜欢，

却会勉强接受，

继而做着让自己不喜欢的事情，

甚至变本加厉。

真的，犯贱。 

讨厌这样的自己，

可是，

在某些时候遇见的某些人，

只可以不断地重复着一样的东西。

Clothes changing.

I've changed my clothes for seven time today!
Haha !
First, I wore uniform to school.
The first photo to be taken is volleyball !
Oops... Rush to change my volleyball shirt.
While taking photo for volleyball,
My classmates were standby for the photo session,
Arshhhhh !!!
Rush again !
Change back my uniform again. D:
After took the photo, I changed SQM shirt for the next shot.
And then red shirt for red house photo session.
After change the red shirt,
Classmates told me that choir competition will be start soon.
-.-
Fine, change back my uniform,
For the choir competition first.
After that change red shirt again.
LOL !!!
A busy day for me.
I sweat until... Like I just came back from rain.
Hahaha !!!
The friends who same with me, YW !!!
Haha...
We change clothes together :p
It's fun because both of us are keep complaining about sweat XD
As a conclusion, I changed my clothes for 7 times in school,
I took 12 photos in school today !
The most craziest photo taking session in my secondary school life ! :D

Of course,
I didn't give the ticket to you,
Why do you get a seat byself.
Seriously I'm not talking you,
But your words really hurts me a lot.
Now I only realize that actually which 'post' am I for you.
I really get hurt.
:(

Anyway, I should delete the bad memories,
And keep the good one,
Hmm? 12minutes enough?
Haha...

Stay tuned :)

Rush hour.

We're back from holiday.
I'm so damn miss my classmates man !
Yo!
Being like an insane today haha...

For me, the past holiday wasn't a holiday.
I have to wake up early in the morning... Hmm... EVERYDAY! 6.30am ! :o
For my volleyball training.
My muscle is damn pain man !
But I'm still not satisfied,
I want to be better,
Groove groove !
Feel so healthy that I sweat everyday !
Happy aye !
The volleyball training was so funny !
Friends were funny !
They make me laugh everyday.
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA !
Although I need to wake up early everyday,
But I'm so enjoy during training,
Thanks friends !

Stay happy,
Have a nice day :D

Surprise X Present

I know,
I shouldn't just wait and sitting there,
I should find my happiness by myself !
But,
I think,
I need time.
I can't change suddenly.

Sometimes,
I really need someone to listen to me,
But,
Who is the one that willing to do this?

Just don't over thinking :)
I'm still in my way !

Settled.

Something happened on my family and I don't know what is going on.
Parents act as shelter.
They protected us.
We don't know what was happening in that few days.
We felt so scare actually.
We don't know what to do.
We were just moody and moody,
Scare and scare.
We can't help at all.
Things happened around me in school,
Is still the same but I have no time to think about that.

Fortunately,
It was settled.
Finally,
We know the truth.
Nothing to worry now :)

Real life :)

Hoorayyy
Exam is over.
Now I'm relax and back to the real life,
Loads of homework are waiting for me,
Loads of practice are waiting for me,
Loads of decision are waiting for me,
Loads of revision are waiting for me,
Loads of training, maybe?

Gosh...
I may not wise enough to cope with the difficulty,
I'm weird,
I dislike to tell something disappointed me to others,
It feels so awkward,
And I think, nobody wants to know,
And the things just happens continuously.
I'm stupid,
I may not clever enough,
I don't need a praise.

Here was just gonna become my negative nest.
Hahahahaha !!!
I just write what I like.
At here,
I can don't need to care about others,
I just need to care myself.

I really feel so disappoint sometimes,
You may curious why am I so quite,
You may curious why am I looks so angry,
You may curious why am I sometime high and sometimes 'low energy',
But you never noticed that how I try to be close to the 'O',
You never know actually you just block my way and I really really can't squeeze myself into it.
You will never know I feel so sad,
And, you will never know I feel so tired.
Therefore I just sit alone.
When I'm down and you notice it,
You just discuss behind me,
Tell and explain to yourself,
So that you feels good,
And then nothing change.
I, really really really hate to be ignored !
This is not happening the first time !

I just hope that everything will be okay,
And my sunny day will be back soon :)
I miss you so much !

Singing--Music

Well I'm recover from flu,
But my throat is still that bad...

Fast fast recover !
I need a better voice !

Hope things are gonna be better,
Hope that so much :)

Gamble day !

Ha....~
After the tuition we went to sam's house.
Snacks! Drinks! Poker!!!
I borrow 5bucks and won 4bucks muahahaha...
Thanks !!! Hahah..

The next station would be my house.
Sorry for the fan which is not functioning.
And abit boring rite? Haha...
Played drum and piano...
Meehee--

First time play IN BETWEEN !
Gosh...
Gonna get stroke seriously.
So nervous !
The first time I lose 30 bucks and I feel so sad.
But luckily I get back it hui hui !!

Between today was still a nice day.
Something unhappy,
Think,
Then can straight delete.
I really do.
Now I don't know what the hell post I did just now.
Oops !
Sorry...
Hehe...

I will try to smile and laugh.
Don't make the world change our smile,
We should make our smile change the world !

That's it.

Ciao.

It's just like a very small case? So I shouldn't take it so serious? Compare to future, this is just a joke? Okay. Stay happy and make others happy and sweat ! Groove !