Scar in my heart...

I admit that, I'm a person who are easy to be forgotten by people around me. 

My personality problem maybe... :) 

Hmmmm it's okay that maybe not people doing wrong, 

But it really hurts me a lot. 

I'm trying to be happy, smile and laugh everyday but sometimes I really can't bear the sadness, 

Even I feeling frustrated. 

Sometimes' really tired to smile, 

And sometimes I forgot the aim to live. 

Saying stay strong is easy, 

Typing stay strong is easy, 

Writing stay strong is easy, 

But in this reality, 

Who can really do this? 

When I'm alone, 

I think a lot, 

It's not good I know but please leave me for the moment :) 

There's no point for being so pessimistic, 

Oh yeah so let me cool down for the time being, 

And I'll be recover soon :( 

Even people say cool down, 

But most of the time they are cheating, 

They need people to find them, 

Talk to them, 

Accompany them and care them, 

But not much can do this if you're not trying to understand that people, 

Since you're just thinking of willful trouble maker. 

Thanks to those who cares me and I love you too :) 

Yeah, a picture that makes me warm sometimes... 

The cute cousin that easily get mad and smile again , hahahahahah